I didn’t want to post on this page, I wanted to post on my blog page but I am having trouble navigating it so I will just post this on the main page. Frustrating, and I realize I should have read instructions on how to set up your website a bit closer. I tend to be hasty and I have to remember a quote I read that said “Haste leads to unhappiness.” Yes, I can relate because frustration to me leads me to be unhappy! Anyway, I’ll figure it out somehow.

Charley is getting fat, and I can’t figure out why. I only give her a morning burger patty, but I’ve noticed she’s been eating more dog food lately. I wondered if her weight gain was due to being spayed, and a Google search confirmed that removing ovaries can change estrogen levels, causing dogs to eat more and be less active. However, she still has plenty of energy. I was worried when I saw she pooped white today, which can mean too much calcium. I realized I might be part of the problem because I let her have some of my Vanilla Bean ice cream. I do give her people food sometimes; the proof is in the poop.

Other signs said liver and kidney issues, which I won’t think about now. I’ll just keep a close eye on it.

I just received a housing voucher, which I am excited about. I currently live in supportive housing, different from subsidized housing, with security guards at night and a front desk requiring a fob for entry. A nurse is present Monday to Friday from 8 AM to 5 PM. My building helps those who have been homeless, and I was homeless for about 5 years before moving here due to unexpected circumstances. One night, I fell while tangled in my sleeping bag, breaking my nose and suffering a concussion, which led to emergency surgery for a traumatic brain injury. I have been living here for almost 6 years, but I am ready to move on.
Many residents seem to only leave due to serious issues, and I’ve seen at least 20 people die here from drug overdoses or heart attacks. I don’t interact much with others, as many are either seeking something or assume I’m involved with drugs. I just want to escape the negativity.
I am grateful for this place because it gave me safety. That’s why I’m thrilled about my housing voucher. I need to find an apartment, apply, and hopefully get accepted. I’m looking at low-income housing, which is fine with me. I want a larger place in a quieter area, away from the noise of sirens and racing cars downtown. Charley is used to the sirens, but the racing scares her and me too. I’m excited about starting this new chapter in my life! I am nervous though because change can be scary.

I could talk more about my life and what it is like living here but I want to look ahead. I want to talk about my new situation though and document my adventure.

Anyway, that’s all I’ve got today on the housing situation for now. Gotta go search some more places. I’ve got 4 months to find something before the voucher expires.